放假一星期

中六的旧同学，在engen家吃火窝

4-10-08 不知道为什么，现在的的心情有点低落，也许明天就要回去大学，又要离乡背井，有点不舍吧。同时也感到自己好像错过了什么，感觉有点遗憾。也许是时间吧，一个星期的放假好像很快，assignment 跟功课都还没有做完，假期就过了，快乐的时间总是过得很快。那么在这一个星期中，我做了什么呢？ 这一个星期里，我陪妈妈去了tesco, 和中五的旧朋友喝茶，游泳，唱歌。 和中六的朋友喝茶，做集会在eugen 家吃火窝，打羽毛球。看镇鸿，去巴杀，与馨禾老友，啊姐喝茶和家人去吃晚餐，和家人去九王爷庙........很久没有那种很温馨的感觉了，每天都可以很开兴的过，好像在这里找回重要的东西。算算一下，这个假期还蛮忙的，可是还是觉得很不够时间，一个星期也许太短了。 假期后还是家乡的菜最好吃，还是家里和家乡最舒服，很有feel。
中五的旧同学

女人苦，还是男人比较苦？？

今天在辩论社来讨论这些问题，很多人都会为自己的性别说话，滔滔不绝的为自己性别而说，而我呢？我是少数的，觉得女生还比男生苦，但如果我是女生的话，我会说男生比较苦，很矛盾吧！
其实我觉得是角度和出发点的看法不同，有些人觉得生孩子是个痛苦的，可是又有些人觉得能为另一半生孩子是很幸福的一件事。如果每个人都用这种认为别人都比自己惨的心态去看待，而不去执著自己的比较不好，这样也比较容易理会别人的心态，就会为别人早想，义不容辞帮助别人，那自私的心态，无人情味的心态就会慢慢没了，这时这世界应该会很美好......

大专佛青生活营 2008 ----- 心得分享

my group member and friends ....

很快的，第一年的学期已过，而第二年的脚步声也慢慢的嘹亮了。就在第二年学期将来临的期间 - 五月二十三日，我参加了在太平举行的第二十四届全国大专佛青生活营，主题于综贯一切佛法而向以佛道。就在那儿，我度过了九天八夜。这次生活营我被安排到无著菩萨组，无著菩萨组有十一位成员 ，每组都由两位辅导员来带领 。经过了这生活营里，它让我学习了，更了解了，更深入了对佛法的见解与认识，让我受益无穷。除此之外，我也认识了其它大专的营员们，真让我“大开眼界”。

这大专生活营和我以前参加过的生活很不一样，在这生活营大家都很注重佛学，尤其是辅导员，只要有空闲时间，辅导员就会问我们那里有质疑的地方。当我们有问题时，他们便会尽心尽力的一一为我们解答。除此之外，课程会以印顺导师所编的书《成佛之道》为主，由通明法师为我们讲解。为了让我们更明白，也让我们觉得上课很有趣，师父总会在每一堂课说些小故事，同时师父也会在上课时跟我们开玩笑。还记得上第一堂课时，师父跟我们说小故事，谈到当佛陀回答问题时候，佛陀会答“yes”或“no,no,no…”或者“no problem”，还真让我们开怀大笑。在上课的半途中，师父也经常提醒我们“不要杀生”，因为看到有些营员在“钓鱼”。听过法师讲的课，真的让我“满载而归”，才发现自己的佛学原来是那么的短浅，尤其是《成佛之道》这本书，它让我知道我为什么要学佛，怎样修行，有几个阶段，到最后成佛，从第一章的皈敬三宝，第二章的闻法趣入，第三章的五乘共法，第四章的三乘共法，到最后第五章的大乘不共法。佛教有多种法门，因适应不同的根性而开展出来，不过有时候真的让我眼花缭乱，不知该从何下手。经过这次的生活营和上过法师的课后，让我明白到整体性的佛法，也不再迷迷糊糊了。

在这生活营里，我很喜欢小组讨论的环节。这时候，我们大家都会踊跃的参与，深入的探讨每个问题，同时也好让我们“消化”师父们所教的课。经过讨论与辅导员的修正，使我们更了解佛法，也让我们有所提升，同时我们也能互相学习，一起迈向同一个目标。人是不能独居的，所以法侣对走在学佛道路上的人是很重要的。在亲近上师的环节里，跟师父请教还真的有另一番收获，请教途中我们有说有笑。我们都会问一些生活上的问题，如要如何辨别正确的佛教，相信轮回吗，无常的观念，等。师父都会分析每个细节，然后说给我们听。最记得师父跟我们谈无常的观念，要知道世间万物都是无常，无常的意思是没有永恒的存在。就是因为这样，我们更要好好珍惜它，好好的去用它，就好像我们的身体。

每次下午的课完后，我们都会听到那扣人心弦的佛曲 。对，就是到了佛曲分享会环节的时候。在这环节中，可以听见其他大专的创作还真的感到很欣羡。十指可以在黑白键盘间灵巧有优雅地飞舞，或在吉他弦上弹跳。那动人的歌词，那陶醉的旋律，那美丽的歌声，每一首歌都觉得很有意义。有时候，我们还会跳跳手语，大家还玩得不亦乐乎。每天早课后，营长都会叮呤着我们，在这生活营里我们可以看到工委们的用心，在生活上的每个小细节，他们都会留意到，真教人震撼。还有辅导员们的用心，一直在担心我们明不明白，还有生活上的不适，他们一起和我们讨论，一起和我们分享。对他们每个人，我的心都感到万分的谢意。

这次生活营的每个晚上都会有静坐或行禅的环节，这次由继持法师带领。前几天开始静坐时，脚总是很快的就开始麻了，整个人都感到很辛苦，心里不停地挣扎着。不过几天后，脚就不痛了，也许是开始适应了，而且还开始慢慢地爱上了静坐。每当在静坐的时候，总会觉得整个心都平静了下来，整个人也觉得很轻松。继持法师除了教我们静坐与行禅以外，在白天师父还会给我们上一堂课，来了解整个佛教。师父让我们知道什么是佛教，佛教的三大体系，三大体系的不同之处，等。师父告诉我们，佛教有着不同的体系，都是为了适应不同文化背景的众生，但目标还是一样，所以我们要尊重其它体系的佛教，同时也要互相学习。要知道佛教的三大体系，本来就是一家。

在师父的最后一堂课里，为了表达我们对师父的感激，我们唱了师父想听的歌-感恩。当时泪水挤满眼眶。这首歌，让我忆念起佛陀和一代又一代祖师大德的恩德，深深让我感动。佛陀用他的一生，一步一步地走遍恒河两岸，慈悲的度化众生。玄奘大师也一步一步地走过了几千里，攀过无数的高山，越过无数的沙漠，为的是到印度去取经带回中国，然后把经翻译成华文，希望可越过语言的障碍，让华人同胞，都可以明白佛法。还有无数的祖师大德们，是他们的付出，过了两千五百多年的今天，我们还可以听闻佛法。到现在，站在我们面前的师父们，你们的慈悲与和祥，你们的教导与呵护，你们那不忍圣教衰，不忍众生苦的精神，深深地打动了我。

最后，在闭幕时，继程法师为我们开示，在开示里继程法师苦口婆心对我们说，不要急以一时，在不明白的地方，不足的地方，就继续学习，继续努力，佛法是不能在一朝一日里就能明白的。师父要我们知道，要用我们这一生的生命，用这一生的时间，去学习，去了解佛法的真谛，要细水长流，也就是所谓的尽行受。师父的开示，让我深有同感，我对我自己说，我会用我这一生的生命，用我这一生的时间，跟随佛陀的脚印。。。。。

第一次做蛋糕~~

假期里总是想学一些厨艺，来满足我这个爱吃的胃，刚好又遇上我那爱煮的二舅母，当然跟他学习啦！刚好他要做蛋糕，想做蛋糕很久的我当然就飞过去了。和二舅母买料后，就在舅母家做了。现在在这时代里，很多东西都可以很方便了，连我们买的料，都已经秤好，包装好了，只是跟着包装纸上的指示就可，加几粒蛋啊，搅拌几久啊，加什么味道....看起来好像都很简单哦，没做过蛋糕的就不用怕了。我和舅母商量好了，反正冰箱里有很多橙，我们就做橙味的。买料回家后，就开始开工啦，做蛋糕，还要有蛋糕烘炉，搅拌机。不过我舅母的烘炉很ing勒！烘炉里还可以搅拌。我们搅拌，加蛋，加橙汁...一切好了，就放入烘炉，而我们做一层就好，不用那么多工。烘45分钟左右就好了，外皮是金黄色，而里面当然是橙色啦！接下来就开始打cream，放cream在蛋糕上，万万想不到，最难的地方是放cream，要在表面都是凹凸不平的蛋糕放得平平的，加上cream是粘粘的，真有难度。放cream后，就放桃，草莓，kiwi,可可铺在上面就大功告成了。刚好我弟弟过两天就生日了，就拿去我家，一起和弟弟庆祝啦!

visit sarawak ~

5 of Mei 2008, we went to sarawak for 10 day ! this is my first time to visit sarawak, first time take airplane and got a lot of impress, many place we have gone, like Damia beach, gua dewa, gua kawat, village culture, town kuching, crocodile farm....... ate local foods like 3 colour teh, 5 colour teh, red colour wen tan mee, seafood, special fish .... and buy local homemade product like thousand layer cake, souvenir........ a lot of fun ~

first day, we meet at perwira hostel, tgt went to Senai airport at Johor.

waiting at perwira ~

at Senai airport ~

waiting until sleeping~~


finally we at the Air Asia airplane~




finally we reached at kuching at night ~ than we went to Ah Yang house ~~


Second day :


At the second day morning, Ah eng father brought the red colour wan tan mee to us ~ it is my first time to eat red colour mee wan tan mee, the red colour is because using the 'cha sao' oil ~ and at the afternoon we went for a drive at the town area and having lunch at town name simpang kuala part. at the night we celebrate friends birthday, so coincident 3 friends are birthday in this 3 days.

Car no. start at Q ~
at the building can look all kuching town ~
the road at there also very wide ~~ 4 line !!
some college
some unit building ~~
inside this building got cinema ~
one of the shopping mall ~
at the central of town, see got sitting cat at there ~
the place we have lunch ~


third day ~
we went to the Damai beach at the early morning by renting the van ~ yahoo ~ on the way the view very nice ~~ green forest, mountain, ........ and sunny beach ~~ and we all 10 ppl stay in 1 hostel room, but the room is very big. Before dark, we went to swim, play and remake DK body ~ haha. at the night, we came out to feel the night beach ~ and fund some unit animal ~

yahhoo!!!! finally the final test finish !!!

28 April 2008 was the day full of happiness and sadness. why I'm say so ,sad cause to day the test was very hard, i think i cant get good result in this subject, sad sad sad. why happy ? happy cause to day is the last day and last paper of the final test ,and after this i will enjoy my 2 month fantastic holiday , now my coursemate and i will travel to sarawak on this coming 5 of Mei for 1 week ! woh so cool !! i cant wait now !! sarawak, i am coming !!
suddenly, my brain empty , some feel like lost the direction, now after test feel like nothing to do. thinking in positive, this few day, always not enough sleep. now is the good time to rest , not only the physical but also the spirit. after few day to charge energy back, need to plan this 2 fantastic month properly and learn what want to learn like photoshop, media create.......... hopeful is a meaningful holiday. i will wait for the time coming.

robocom 2008

28 of March, is the day i went to UKM to see the robocom competition. As the supporter as our uni. we out shout out our uni. name when our uni. is in the competition. In there , i also meted my form 6 friend - "ren jie " who study in UKM, my good friend-"hang zhen" and also boon liang. this is my first time to visit other locol uni., first impress UKM to me is there very green, i like the envirement, there got many tree, and many garden, that make me feel natural, cool and refreshing breeze....

mountain climping at kluang

15 march , at this wonderful Friday morning, i with the `pu ti yuan ` society, first time to climbing the mountain at Kluang . this is a unforgettable experience of this even, and first time i feel that climb is very hard. 7.00 am. we start to move out to kluang from my uni. , on the halfway, we finish the breakfast at Air Hitam. the disstance from uni. to there we used 1 and half hour to reach there , actually it just need 1 hour , but on the halfway our driver go wrong way because of the funny signboard, that point to wrong direction .fortunately we ask the passerby.
can you see the mountain ? yes we had climbed to the top of the mountain
Around 8.45 am we start to climb. when we climbed the surround of the road was very unit i like the surrounding, can u imagine that the road is make by the small stone, beside the trail, you can see a small waterfall accompany you ,and the water is very clear and shine. mey be can drink , but mey be stomach-ache only mah . haha.
small waterfall beside the trail .
After 1 hour climbed, we reach the half way of the mountain. At this time , we take the opportunity to take picture with the signboard .
take pic. with the signboard in the halfway of climbing.
start at there (the signboard of the halfway) the climbing become more challenging, now the trail not make by stone, but mire and furthermore in the morning , the trail is wet and slip. and the trail also very slanting. it is hard hard hard to continue climb ,fortunately no female to join this activity , if not ,they sure cant continue to climb. after 2 hours , we just can reach the top of the mountain. woh, when u reach it, you will feel very satisfy,becuase of the view , u can see all the klung in bottom and the temperature is cool , best man ......
continue to climb !!
finally we reach it !!!
we resting around half and hour, then start to go down, and feel very tire at the time.......... about 1 pm. we back to uni.

my first rebort !!

At 2007 i had joined the team robocom at my university, i very interest in robot ,so at this time i feel very pleasure that i can build a robot. Actually team robocom is purpose for competition robot every year, but what i aim for joined this team is just want build a robot not win for any competition . In future maybe i will aim for this after i can build a robot successfully . After few month we effort to build 3 auto robot and 1 manual robot. Really , build robot is not easy as i think of ,got many new thing we need to learn of , from design to program, from `death` materials to `move` robot ,all the dimension , the function of electronic, all the skill ........ but never mind althought is hard but in the end i learn a lot.
my first robot !!! auto robot ~~~~~~

5 march was the day of competition amount the 3 team in my university !! our group won at the second price at the competition . Actually our team ` junior team` (cause almost the team members make up with juniors ) was lost to 2 senior team. but at the final round the one of the team disqualify, so our team won it luckily. hahaha.
our team robot !!! 3 auto and 1 manual robot.

happy chinese new year 2008 !!!

yahhoo !!! happy new year to all chines fellow!!
at this fantastic time, sure i went back to hometown to celebrate it with my family member , my relations, and my friend !! but for sure this 1 week holiday is not enough for me and feel pack also to celebrate this fantastic feast day. If can i think i want 13 day holiday than can satisfy me for me to go all my friend house and meet my relations to take `ang paw` hahah . But the fact is not like that, so what can i do is plan all the gatherings, appointments, and activities. so that i can meet my friends and get the `ang pow `how many I could in this pack time . hahah. This time, i also tasted my hometown famous food like laksa, sea food, mee carry, thai food...... and also my favorite food that cooked by my mum and my aunty. umh, now I miss it so much !!

2nd of Feb, i went back to hometown by Eugen car, we start at 8.00am and reached we hometown at 6.00 pm. at that day after had my dinner with my family member i felt very tire, so went to sleep lo, so nothing special event happened .

3th , i had gathering with my from 6 friend.

4th, i had gathering with my activity friend.

5th, i had gathering with my form 5 friend.

6th, ate `tuan yuan` dinner with family and relations.

7th, at morning go temple to worship. at afternoon visit my relative . at evening go grandmother house.

8th, at grandmother's house and meet there friend.

9th, play in waterfall and back to home.

10th, gathering with my `xin he `fellowship friend and back to university.

wow !! start holiday and celebrate CNY

Finally,finally, finally........ All classes finish already!!! what i waiting for is coming now. Beginning at now , i am in holiday!!!!yahhoo..........and some more can back home town at 2 Fed and meet old friend ,all my friend are coming back now and also can celebrate chines new year together with them and my family and............. and will be got `ang bao` oh !! see , got large number of good events will be happen in this coming holiday !! me so excite now !!! But i feel sad also in this coming holiday,because got a lot of ` holiday work` need to do ......... got 3 assignment need to do ,got 2 report need to write, and some more got 3 subject need to do the revision ,because when after holiday got test .... so bored , cant spend all the time in just have celebration only, need to arrange the time . But i scare cant finish all the `holiday work` and revision. So many thing want to do......

My First Blog

Finally i creating a blog for myself. This is my first blog that i write in English, other than that i also got other blog that i write in mandarin language. Although i need to do 1 more, but for me i think this is very good opportunity to learn English, so not bad!! i also very pleasure that i can share my feeling, my opinion, my event , my happiness and sadness, my expression .....all about me in my life to who read my blog.
Actually i want to crease a blog for writing in English early than my lecture asked us to do so !! But u know ,human are away give many excuse. But for this time , i think i don't have any more excuse already ! haha !! i need write it now !! If not my lecture will cut my mark !! i don't want lose my mark !! haha, human are alway like that .
starriness sky , why i chose this for my blog name ?? i like to view the sky, don't know why ,when i view the sky, i will feel that the world is very very big , but ours , just like a sand in the bleach. so i feel that this world still got many thing that i want to explore and play around it. for starriness, i think is because i like to view star too . Especial when i was a child. At that time , i heard many story about the star like northern star, Charles's Wain story ..........and i like it also. other than that the star can shine like a diamond. because of the shine , it make the night more beautiful .So at child time it make me curious about why it can shine . Now i knew , and i still like it .finally i compose this two words, become starriness sky, so is the way i created this name.